Currently Reading The Professor of Desire By Philip Roth see related

to release the positive energy that has been inside me, i formulated some ways. however, i keep on doing things without thinking that there is more to life. what do i really want?

i really enjoyed the company of friends. i mean, who wouldn't? duh.

i have this strange feeling towards someone. i tried not to rationalize what i feel. why? maybe, that's not me anymore. when i think about it, it makes me laugh. how the hell did i get this feeling? i know this isn't gonna last. whatever.

it's just two days before the election of the highest post who will run the office. before, my vote is a toss between two presidentiables, now it came into three. and i have 48 hours or less to decide. i may not be able to write three of them over a single line but what the heck, that's just me. i am making my final list tomorrow. good luck to them!

more about politics... i heard it. it did ring a bell. if this electionists lose their candidacy, they are not going to accept the fact that they are losers. eventually, this will lead to a conflict which definitely, we all guys know why. i am just scared if a gma-noli tandem wins. surely, not all will accept. but somehow, the surveys have prepared us that both of them are leading the pact. and i don't see anything wrong with that. they win. it is not a matter of who deserves the position but it is how we practice democracy. yeah right, onad did it agan.

sometimes, i hate myself for not being serious. now, i am hating myself for being too serious. what a complicated mind i have! i need to relax a little. this afternoon, i am trying to maximize the medical fee that we have over our huge miscellaneous fee. i asked a nurse ( i don't think she's a nurse because she's wearing something pretty cool, not a flashy white) if they have stresstabs. you see, i am amazed by the result i see in its commercial ads. i know it's fake but hell i'll just give it a try. but what the hell, they don't even have that! so i'll just forget about it...