Currently Playing Everyday Is a Winding Road By Sheryl Crow see related

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it is only with rare times that we really get to unwind. i mean, really unwind.

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what can make you happy is when you have a big crush over a politician, one of our councilor re-electionist. aren't you glad when you get a handshake? and what makes it better is when you get a big hug! i don't know if this is just crush or stupid infatuation because of the posters i see everywhere. darn! you got my vote...

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beating my own record of the most drunk night i've been to just happened. upto now, i am still under a recovery towards being sober. my mind is not battling with my heart anymore (that used to be a familiar line from a song i used to one of the people i once dated). my mind is under a state of trauma. earlier this morning, i am upholding myself that i will die anytime. my mind has never ached that bad before. even when i am dead drunk, i know i can dance half-nakedly over a ledge of a bar only my friends know where. but this, i just can't take it. but hey, i cannot promise that i should stop drinking. it can only take me that far. for now, i'll just say, drink less.

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they say patience is virtue. the other night, my brother-in-law is watching this cock derby over a certain channel which made you think, what on earth is this show for??? cocks killing cocks and later you see them over your kitchen. what on earth, really? i was thinking. i tried to be patient since american idol has a replay the following day anyway. but still, why is he so interested with roosters? and that station gets a kickback from their sponsors. and they have sponsors???

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they say friends are like treasures. now, i know who to keep. they are the ones who value respect more than the friendship itself. and i must say, i just love them. wish i can go back to the times when seeing them everyday becomes boring. because, it is just now when you see them rarely that you get to realize how happy you are and how free you are because you know that they are real.

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happy 33rd anniversary to my parents!!! they wouldn't know how thankful i am that they're still together. i must say i'm lucky to have them. 33 years and i wonder how can i be like them. my mom told me it is compatibility more than the feeling itself. is my mom right? maybe she is, the proof is in the pudding.